the blues are still blue

serious antiquities exist in me. i am walking, disoriented, down dublin streets, watching welsh people in red rugby shirts. i am lost i am lost i am so so lost.nothing happened that i expected. i have been rained on, and i regret to admit that i sort of enjoyed it. i finally realised that my north star is below me these days. i want to write more, but i simply cannot continue to be this wasteful. euros are not free, she said.